Happy Birthday In Heaven Your birthday bring back memories Of laughter and of tears Of all the celebrations held Throughout these precious years As you're now watching over me I hope that you can see How much those memories we made Will always mean to me I'll cherish times we had And smile at the thought I hope you know the magnitude Of joy your life here bought On holidays and birthdays It's so hard to be apart Like every day that fall between Your memory fills my heart You're with me now where ever I go You're part of all I do I'll celebrate your special day And the gift of having you

Paul Leon We had many wonderful experiences during your precious life on earth. Those memories with you will never fade away because they are my most treasured possession. Have a beautiful birthday celebration in heaven, sweet brother! Love Amina xxxxxxxxxx

I can’t believe that it is 11years today that we Lost you our lives have never been the same you were so young miss you every day my Hasome son Paul

Paul Leon it's 11 years today, that you were tragically and cruelly taken from us the years may pass by so fast yet you are fondly and lovingly thought of through out the year, these 11 years without you have been really hard knowing you are no longer here with us. Our heartbroken mum Is still grieving for you, and our dad who is no longer here another great person taken to soon xxxxxxx will forever hold the memories of you in my heart and mind until we hopefully will meet again

You Are Missed Very Much I often sit and think about The years that have passed By And of the happiness and joy That was shared by you and I. I think of all the laughter, The smiles and all of the fun And before I even know it, The tears have once again begun. For although it brings me comfort To walk down memory lane It reminds me how, without you, Life has never been the same.

Mile By Mile My Brother Paul is gone How can it be! The joy of my life is gone from me The years have passed And the tears still flow I'm not understanding why he had to go His smiling face A joy to behold He was so full of life He was so young Through the years He kept that grin Touching so many lives with his kindness His amazing spirit will keep on living My brother, my friend It's so hard to go on Without you beside me So much is gone I'll try hard to be strong And keep trying to smile As i make this journey Mile by mile Hoping and waiting for the time to fly Till i am with you again and no longer cry

Missing You At Christmas Every day without you, since you had to go, Is like summer without sunshine, and winter without snow. I wish that I could talk to you, there's so much I would say, life has changed so very much, since you went away. I miss the bond between us, and I miss your kind support, You're in my mind and in my heart, and every Christmas thought. I'll always feel you close to me' and though you're far from sight' I'll search for you among the stars' that shine on Christmas night.

At this time of year is when i wish i could have you back here with us as the years fly by the memories never fade and nor does the loss of you either as not 1 single day goes by that your not thought of as your memory still lives on 365 days of the year for eternity love you Paul Leon thinking of you this Boxing day and every other day after today love and big hugs and kisses too love Vanessa' Mourad and girls. Mum and Alfie' Dad' Darren' Karen and boys' Tracey and Michael

You're still here in my heart and mind, Still making me laugh because you stories living on. I hold you in thought and I can feel you. I feel you and this gives me strength and courage. The tears I have cried for you could flood the earth And I know you wiped each one away. For you Brother, I promise you this, I will go on with life and make you proud. I will always hold you in my heart. I promise you I will be missing you Everyday till the end of time, But this is not my end and I can't hold my Head underwater....I need to breath. I need to love and miss you, but I also need To live because through me you will live, You will still laugh and love, You will still sing and dance, You will still hug and kiss. You will forever be in our lives, You will forever be a brother, A son An uncle And friend. I miss your shining face I think of you and wonder why? I might cry or smile, But at the end of the day I am one day Closer to you....

If tears could build a stairway And thoughts a memory lane We would walk right up to Heaven And bring you home again. No farewell words were spoken No time to say goodbye You were gone before before we knew it And only god knows why. Our hearts still ache in sadness And secret tears still flow What it meant to us to lose you No one will know. But now we know you want us To mourn for you no more To remember all the happy times Life still has much in store. Since you'll never be forgotten We pledge to you today A hollowed place within our hearts Is where you'll always stay. When we were sad and lonely, And everything goes wrong, We seem to hear you whisper "Cheer up and carry on" Each time we look at your picture You seem to smile and say "Don't cry, I'm only sleeping We'll meet again someday"

THE BROKEN CHAIN We little knew the day that God was going to call your name, In life we loved you dearly, in death we do the same. It broke our hearts to lose you, but in God we put our trust, In times as difficult as this, faith is such a must. You left us peaceful memories, your love is still our guide, And though we cannot see you, you are always at our side. Our family chain is broken, and nothing seems the same, But as God calls us one by one, the chain will link again. --Ron Tranmer

Loving memories we will never forget, Sadly missed along life's way, With silent thought and deep regret, We think of you every day, No longer in our life to share, But in our hearts he's always there. Gone are the days we used to share, But in our hearts you are always there, The gates of memory will never close, We miss you more than anyone knows, With tender love and deep regret, We who love you will never forget. God knows how much I miss you, Never shall your memory fade, Loving thoughts shall ever wander, To the spot where you are laid. Though absent you are ever near, Still missed and loved, always dear. It's hard to believe You are no longer here, We think of you, You feel so near, In some small way, every single day, Memories of you come our way. Years fly by like autumn leaves, But heartache and tears remain, All I have left is precious memories Of you, for today, for tomorrow, And until my life is through.

It,s now been 21 months and it just seems to be Getting harder and harder there is,nt a single day Where you are not thought of little brother my Precious Paul Leon they say times a great healer Well that seems so untrue most days seem to blur Into each other as life simply is not the same without You here, the only things that keep Mr going in life Are our darling Mum, and your nieces without them I,d fear that I would harm myself miss you every single Day Paul love forever and ever your sis Vanessa xxxxxxxx Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

It's 19 months since we lost our precious Paul Leon. And as we learn to live with his loss but we,ll never Get over losing him the way we lost him. On Saturday 15th October me and my Mum are going to London To meet up with other parents and siblings that have Lost a loved one to Murder or Manslaughter, that's a Day I am looking forward to meeting up with other People that have gone through what we,ve gone Through too. We love and miss you so very much Paul Leon all our love always and forever Mum, Dad, Darren, Tracey and Vanessa Lisa xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

A year and a half has come round since we tragically lost Paul it seem like it was just recently though as the memory is so vividly remembered and the pain is still raw. Its so hard to believe and we find that we tend to still kid our self's that hes really gone as the pain is too intense and the loss is unbearable to live with, we try our best to get on with live as best as possible and still have good and bad days where we wish that life could return to what it was before that tragic night happened that changed our life's forever we love you Paul Leon and miss you like crazy all our love forever and ever Mum' Dad, Darren, Tracey and Vanessa Lisa xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Another month has passed by so quick its still hard to believe its been 17 months since we had to make the hardest decision as a family to turn off your life support and watching Paul Leon lie there in that hospital bed knowing we'd never have the opportunity to say goodbye to you miss you like crazy still Paul love always and forever Mum' Dad' Darren' Tracey and of course your sis Vanessa xxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

“No Tears In Heaven” They say there are no tears in Heaven, But that must be wrong today. Because you took part of my broken heart, When you went away. I know my tears must have followed you, How else can it be? My Spirit feels broken, ‘Cause you are no longer here with me. I cried to the Heavens, my tears fell like rain. So, I know my tears must be in Heaven, Things will never be the same. They say someday I will accept your passing, But, right now that can’t be true, Because part of me is in Heaven, My tears followed you In Loving Memory Of Paul Who Walked Through Heaven’s Gate 10 March 2010

Each and every day I think of you. From the sound of your voice to the sparkle in your eyes. You never had a bad word to say. To me you were the greatest little Brother, until that fateful day. That day I saw you lying on that hospital bed, without life was a life changing sight. I cried my eyes out. That day I saw you will be the day I will never forget. that day will scar me forever until it is my time to join you. The voice that once spoke is now silenced. The cute smile that lit up will never be seen, but only in my memory. I have always loved you and I always will, Paul, This is my poem to you.

Gone Day by day I think of you, How can all of this be true? I can’t believe you’re really gone, I still can’t accept it, Even after so long. Just the thought of you makes me cry, I never even got the chance to say goodbye. Every picture, every memory, I don’t know if it will ever get better. I know we didn’t always get along, So many things I never got to say, I never imagined you’d ever be so far away. You were my brother, And I loved you like no other. In my heart you’ll always be, You’ll be my guide and help me see. I’ll never forget your soothing voice, I would take your place if I had a choice. But now I have to let you rest, Although without you my world’s a mess. I miss you with all of my heart, I wish we never had to part. I know you’re always be in my heart,

When i first heard this song by "Enya" that she dedicated to the 9/11 i cried like crazy as this changed the world forever like when i lost my little brother Paul it changed my life forever too. I love and miss you Paul Leon xxxxxxx

still cant believe how fast the months are going and still the pain of your absence is still so very raw i have this picture that i have in my head of you and it makes me cry most days. As a family we have tried so very hard to get on with life but its so very hard when you was taken from us in such a cruel way. As there is now a link missing in our family of a precious Brother, Son, Brother in law, Uncle, and Nephew who meant the world to us, we miss you like crazy Paul love Mum, Dad, Darren, Tracey and Vanessa xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Missing You Still.. The amount of tears I've cried, is nothing compared to the pain inside, The time I've missed you has gone so quick, 1 year has passed and I'm still ticked, that your up there and I'm down here, for over a year, My little girls are growing so fast, I wish you were here to hear their laugh, I miss you my little brother I miss you my best friend, just sitting here in thought and waiting for the end.. Love you always in my heart xx

I am sorry i have'nt got around to putting anything on here lately little bro just my head has been all over the place had so much bad news its totally messed my head up big time i'll always and forever have u in my thoughts and heart it does'nt matter how much time passes by love you so very much Paul Leon love your sis Vanessa Lisa xxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

My precious lil brother Paul i am so shocked that a year and 1 month has passed by so fast yet we are still left heartbroken and disbileave that we,ll never see your smile or hear your voice again miss you so much as i write this i have tears in my eyes i am trying not to cry in front of nieces Aya & Yasmin love you forever love Mum, Dad, Darren, Tracey and me your lil sis Vanessa Lisa xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxx

The Touch Of Your Hand) We know you can never come back again -How clearly our eyes now see. Whatever the season, sunshine or rain, Thoughts of you always return to me. The kindness in your eyes,The touch of your hand. Those elements of surprise.The way you would stand. So many thoughts of you we have each day. How funny you were, how cheeky, how lovely. No-one can reach us in just your way, No-one can make us laugh the way you did, No-one can ever replace you,No-one can ever bring you back, Every day of our life - Your absence..... So Wrong...So Broken and the knowledge we will never come to terms with the loss of you our precious Paul Thinking of this young man today so many dear ones taken too soon Ian Marion Alistair Cheryl's Dad Mum and hubby

12 months have come round so fast every day is so hard to get through just knowing that you are no longer here with us i can still remember having to make the hardest decision of our lifes as family to switch off your life support machine and saying that final goodbye to you (Kiddo) and here we are 1 year on and its like the pain of losing you has only just begun miss and love you eternally Paul love always and forever Mum, Dad, Darren, Tracey, and of course me your sis Vanessa Lisa xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

11 months have come around so fast suddenly i find my self wondering where that time has gone! Paul not a single day goes by that me and the rest of the family dont think about you you are always going to be fondly thought of as no amount of time will heal the pain of losing you its left a massive hole in our lifes that can not possibly be filled we'll always and forever love you (KIDDO) love eternally your family who are still grieving for the sudden loss xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Paul its been 10 months today that we had to say that very last and sad farewell to you (KIDDO) people keep saying time heals well i dont quite think that we are going to wake up one morning and we are going to be our selfs again because i for 1 can say thats a load of rubbish. Maybe we'll learn to live our lifes without you but its just simply not going to be the same ever again not since you left as you were truely special just a shame you had to have your life cut short in such a wicked and cruel way we will all miss you eternally till the day we are reunited love eternally your family (Mum, Dad, Darren, Tracey and of course me your sis Vanessa and all the other family members too to many to put into words) XXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Paul i am sorry that i never got around to telling you how much you truely meant to me or how much i truely loved and cared for you as you were my lil brother and you was just so truely amazing the best lil brother i could of asked for i know we sometimes never see eye to eye but that did'nt mean that my feelings for you were any different i'll never stop loving you ever my heart is just broken knowing that you are no longer with us everyday is the same for me living with the emptieness and the loss and just knowing i'll never ever look at life the same way ever again the anger and regret will stay with me forever too miss and love you so much lil brother love your lil sister Vanessa Lisa xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

It's been 9 months since we see you last and no amount of time will ever heal the pain and greif of losing you as you was and you still are our precious Paul Leon (kiddo)we all miss you like crazy life just is'nt the same since you've gone as you was just such a wonderful young man we'll never ever forget you love always Mum, Dad, Darren, Tracey, Vanessa, and all the rest of the family who misses you since you passed away xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

its been 8 months since we had to say that sad farewell to you my precious little brother Paul Leon but yesterday we finally got justice for losing him as his killer was found guilty and sent to jail wish he could have been here to see him sent down love you loads little bro always and forever your lil sis Vanessa Lisa miss you tons too xxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

today i've had you in my head as its been 7 months since i had to say goodbye to you. Its still like a dream sometimes as its just so hard to accept that your gone i'll never ever get over losing you as you was such a wonderful little Brother and i am left heartbroken by your sudden departure with lots of things that i wished i could tell you love and miss you every single day love Eternally your sister Vanessa Lisa xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

For Ever And Always If we could change back time you would be here with us today I still remember time as if it was yesterday You were so happy with a big smile on your face You will always be remembered in a very special way In our hearts you live for ever and no one can take your place.

Can't believe its been 6 months since you passed away as i write this i can't stop the tears from pouring down my face. We miss you so so much not a day goes by that we don't think of you will be in our hearts and thoughts forever we'll love and miss you forever too' love always your family who are heartbroken to have lost a such amazing brother, son, brother inlaw, and uncle xxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

We thought of you with love today, But that is nothing new. We thought about you yesterday, And the days before that, too. We think of you in silence. We often speak your name. Now all we have is memories, And your picture in a frame. Your memory is our keepsake, With which we'll never part. God has you in His Keeping. We have you in our Heart.

today is the day when we are going to have a party in rememberance of our loving Paul Leon as his Birthday approches (21/07/84) this willl be his 1st birthday without him here and that is going to be a sad day for me and my family as we did'nt even get to say goodbye to him also we are missing a link in our family PAUL

My precious Paul Leon i can't believe its been over 3 months since you left us i'll never be able live my life to the full ever again without you here as you were my little playmate when we were growing up and i've lost a big part of me "you" i love and miss you every single day my heart aches to hold you in my arms and never let you go. Love always and forever your lil sister Vanessa XXXXXXX

My Beloved Brother Paul From day one all we did was fight, now all I do is fight back my tears. I wanted to do everything you did, because I wanted to be just like you. Now I sit here wondering what to do, because there's no one to replace you. I never did tell you all the things I felt, like how much I really did love you. I wish we could go back and start over again. I don't want to be alone. I need my brother, I need my best friend. When you think of me while your up in heaven, Think of how much you meant to me. Its sad that you left without saying goodbye, But just remember we all love you as you began to fly. You did so much for me, as I didn't do much for you. I hope you will forgive me, for all the things I didn't do You were my brother and my best friend. I will always love you no matter how long its been, since your life came to an end

paul since you were taken away from me my precious baby son every day i have been broken hearted i think about you and miss you constantly my darling i will be with you again one day i love you very very much i will never get over this loseing my yongest like this xxxxxxxxxx

Paul not a day goes by that i miss you like crazy just wished that i could turn back the clock and bring you back but in reality i know thats impossible and you are gone forever from this world but never fom my thoughts or heart all my love always and forever your sis Vanessa Lisa xxxxxxxxxx

My cousin Paul, im going to miss you so much man, i remember when i first meet you and we played football in my back garden, you was wearing a manchester united shirt then, i remember we pretended to be players from man u lol memories of you i will never forget cous, you will alway be in my heart cous and you will never be forgotten all my love your cousin Dale xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

dear Paul we will miss you so very much, you you will be in our hearts and memories forever, god bless dear nephew,love you always and forever. Auntie Carol and Uncle Ivan.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

My precious little brother I wish i could see you one more time Come walking through my door But i know that is impossible I will hear your voice no more I know you can feel my tears And don't want me to cry Yet, my heart is broken Because i can't understand why Someone so precious had to die I pray that god will give me strengh As i struggle with my heartache That was caused by losing you In precious memory of Paul Leon Who walked through heavens gate 10 march 2010

My heart broke into two when we lost you paul my darling nephew, I will never get to see that special smile you had again,Paul, and the little chats thats we used to have which I am going to miss so very much, They are all precious memories now and I will keep them in my thoughts and my heart till the day I die, I love and miss you so very much Paul,It pleases me so much that your dear Mum & Dad (michael & Brenda) brought you into this world because it makes me so very proud to be your Aunty. You will always be remembered and never forgotten and you will forever be in my heart. All my love to you my darling Nephew Love from your Aunty Annaliese XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

paul i remember the first time i saw you it was at our grandads anniversary party years ago when i saw you i thought whos that ive never seen you before but then it took abit of time until we started to talk and that was it and from that moment i thought that you wouldnt be just my cousin but a friend i used to see you when i was at my mums i love you so much cous and i am sorry that i never spoke to you much but the last time we did speak it was so lovely to hear your voice your the best cousin i could have ever had you always will be forever in my heart until we meet again. i am sorry i couldnt come to your funeral but when i come over to my mum and dads i will come up and see you cous and i'll be bringing something wih man united for you dont forget paul you can come and visit me anytime you like you are welcome anytime love you forever cus r.i.p cus love you love from your cousin sian,bkm, and your 2nd cousin arianitxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx miss you so much cus love ya forever PAUL XXXXXX

paul, you was such a great cousin you will always be in my heart and you will always remain there you are always in my thoughts and you will never be forgotten, you was such a lovely man cous, i loved you so much and i always will forever paul. love you love your cousin sinead xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

My little cousin paul you will always be remembered in my thoughts! I will always remember your 7th birthday as i babysat the night before & went & brought you a big bag of sweets out of the money i got paid. So many things i remember like you nicking a crafty fag off your mum. & Sophie having a little crush on you when she was little! You playing with buddy. You will always live on in the hearts of all who knew you. Sleep tight little cus! xxxxxx

today is my going to be the day when i get to say a final fairwell to my beloved little brother Paul Leon. Does'nt mean that i am going to forget him though as i could never ever forget my little brother as he was a very special person and i'll always have memories of him in my heart and head. Life simply is'nt the same without him in it though i'll always love him eternally xxxxxxxxxxxx

paul will be very missed was a lovley lad and my thoughts are with his family rip paul x

lil cuz paul so sad i never got to know you more but will always have a part of you in my heart sleep with the angels darling xxx

My love and thoughts go out to all my family on the loss of such a loving, caring young man who had an unfair death and cut his 25 years of life so short. Paul was my cousin and the first baby I ever held, he grew to be a beautiful man who never deserved to to taken from us so soon. Paul we all love and miss you so much, I hope you are at peace. You have gone from this life but but with always live in our thoughts and memories. Love always your cousin Teresa xxxxxx

hi ya paul x i dont know really what to say mate apart from it was really nice knowing you, u did my head in sometimes living next door to u lol, always nickin my sweets but u were such a laugh, do u remember us making that den in the woods haha i remember us going round all the house's in the street lookin for wood lol,u were an amazing person and would never hurt a fly, u are goin to be very sadly missed x x

well little brother not long now and you'll be finally put to rest and then no one can hurt you ever again. miss you very much though we all do one thing for sure is that we'll never ever forget you you were our precious Paul Leon love you so much always have and always will forever love from your sis Vanessa Lisa xxxxxxxxxx

Gone but not forgot Now that you are gone, i dont know what to do. I never could have pictured, a life without you. I think about you, every single day. I think what if i saw you again, and the things i would say and do. Just one day with you, is all i could ever ask for. Just by being in your arms, i couldnt ask for more. I try to be strong, now we are not together. But i just break down, knowing your gone forever. I wait for the day, that i'll see you again. Even though you are gone, you will never been forgotten

You have created such a lovely tribute to such a lovely young man..we understand the hurt each day can bring having lost our treasured daughter Cheryl. All we can say is he is safe in Gods care along with all the other kind gentle and caring souls..God bless you and all the family Mum Dad

Paul you are loved & sadly missed so much not a day goes by which you are constantly thought of by all your family and friends and all those who that knew you