My Beloved Brother Paul From day one all we did was fight, now all I do is fight back my tears. I wanted to do everything you did, because I wanted to be just like you. Now I sit here wondering what to do, because there's no one to replace you. I never did tell you all the things I felt, like how much I really did love you. I wish we could go back and start over again. I don't want to be alone. I need my brother, I need my best friend. When you think of me while your up in heaven, Think of how much you meant to me. Its sad that you left without saying goodbye, But just remember we all love you as you began to fly. You did so much for me, as I didn't do much for you. I hope you will forgive me, for all the things I didn't do You were my brother and my best friend. I will always love you no matter how long its been, since your life came to an end