Paul i am sorry that i never got around to telling you how much you truely meant to me or how much i truely loved and cared for you as you were my lil brother and you was just so truely amazing the best lil brother i could of asked for i know we sometimes never see eye to eye but that did'nt mean that my feelings for you were any different i'll never stop loving you ever my heart is just broken knowing that you are no longer with us everyday is the same for me living with the emptieness and the loss and just knowing i'll never ever look at life the same way ever again the anger and regret will stay with me forever too miss and love you so much lil brother love your lil sister Vanessa Lisa xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx